My apologies to those that may read this one!!! You have been warned.

For those few people that are committed to my little chuck of cyberspace I will offer the following this is in no way intended to be a rant or cry for pity.

Ok that said I have been an absolute bear for the past 5 days.  Not sure why really I have tried to find that point in time that pushed me to be so fowl of mood.  I can not really identify the moment.  I guess in some instances you simply have to let it out maybe it is a case of bottling up the mood until it blows.  Well needless to say everyone around me pretty much wants or wanted to be someplace else.  Again no idea.

So what is so bad about letting out the steam.  Well it would appear my temper and moods seem to have gotten the best of the situation.  You know the idea control the things you can and you can control how you react.  Well like a true goaltender I reacted to each shot.  Unfortunately they were bad reactions.  So yes my tongue was wagging with comments and some hard words at time.

However I have come down a bit.  little less on edge, maybe even back to normal.  I would honestly like to apologize to everyone for putting you through that but sorry it just happened.

So let me be the better version of me.  Why is it so hard to let that version out I know not.   I will say this there is so many times I want to just scream at myself but really that is not going to do much for me.

I think one thing that helped me out was that I was able to see that moment that I was in.  I was at the track with my family.  Taking pictures with my camera, always a good thing.  That realization seemed to help swing me back.

Now if I can keep it going for a few more days I will be on vacation on the 27th.

I also expect to slow down a little during the vacation.  One reason for the lack of posts is the house has been going non stop from morning until 9 or 10 at night.  Just really busy and maybe that is part of my mood.  need to slow it down.

So take the time to take a walk see the world and smell the flowers.  Choose to be the better person, my life and situation is in a word awesome, there are so many others that have way more challenges than what I have, I am very thankful for my family my health and successes we have each and every day.

Rock on.....my mood is already better.  See blogging is healthy gets that sh*t out of your head.